An ongoing cycle of damaging actions
Do I know better...
Hell Yeah!
Do I act better
Well....
See, what had happened was
The way my brain is set up
I'm pretty sure I'm in love with self inflicted misery.
Irreversible?
Of course not
God is stronger than that.
I just don't listen to him.
I don't allow him to work through me
This is the part where I'd usually make up an excuse
Human nature...
Social Programming...
El Diablo.
But, the fact is...
Following God will always leave "Forbidden Fruit"
And I haven't yet mastered the art of overcoming this temptation.
For me...
Salvation will "start tomorrow, I swear"
Then tomorrow comes.
As for salvation...
Not quite.
An ongoing cycle of damaging actions
But, fear not
With the help of the one above
This ultimate goal will finally be realized
Starting tomorr....
Starting right now.